idiot

oh God, I feel like killing myself. I left my camera in front of the CD-burner and I was burning a CD to backup my stuff, and went upstairs to clean up my room, and the CD-burner automatically ejected the disc after it was done, and I heard a noise, and came down and found my camera on the floor. It kinda still works, but this is the second time I've dropped it since I've got it. This time, though, the button controlling the shutter is damaged. The distance between auto-focus and taking a picture has all but vanished. So after I push the button down halfway to auto-focus, when I push a little harder, there isn't that satisfying click. I just push it a little harder without getting tactile feedback. I hate myself.